It’s been some time since I’ve shared a life update post. To be honest, life has just been so busy especially with regards to my day job. This post will be a Life Update How I Feel About Turning 30.
How am I feeling Almost A Year Losing my Mom?
It’s been about 9 months since I’ve lost my mom. My sister and I are coping. I would be lying if I didn’t say that at times the pain gets unbearable, but I’ve been trying my best to live and get on with daily challenges. My sister has been having a tough time, she did live with my mom for all her life and spent every day with her. We having been going through it together which does make grieving manageable. Every day is different and some times grief hits me harder.
Amongst all of the heartache, I’ve been telling with. I am also turning 30 on 1st April. It still feels unreal that I will be saying goodbye to my 20’s and starting a new adult chapter in my life. I have mixed feelings about it. But, I am excited to take it all on. Truth be told I still feel like I am a 21 year old with just extra responsibilities. It sure doesn’t get any easier the older I get. But, it’s also a turning point in my life. A time to start thinking about bringing little babies into this world. Such I am thrilled about. I do have a nephew and he might be a little rascal but, brings so much happiness to my life and has for my mom too.
Overall being 30 doesn’t scare me at all. Yeah, it always sucks getting older but I am mostly excited and eager to buckle down and build a life with my husband and our furry kids.1