I know I have been very quiet lately and as usual life just gets in the way of of running a blog.
My mom’s friend past away recently and this past Saturday we attended her funeral, its always heart breaking loosing someone in your life that you know.. I for one knew my mom’s friend since I was a little girl. It just got me a bit emotional mostly me wishing I wasn’t as busy to visit them if only I made more time. I guess the what if’s won’t help the past at all but it has made me thought of how short life is and how I want to be spending my time.
This lose also got me thinking of my gran, she hasn’t been with us for about 3 years ago, there’s not a day that goes pass that I don’t think about her. I’ve talked about her so many times but its how I cope with my feelings, writing down my thoughts…
I don’t see my mother much and all of this just makes me want to be a better daughter, a daughter who is not too busy for her only parent and oh my my little nephew, I got to babysit him for the day and wow he has gotten so big.. I’ve missed out on so much time with him and when he says “I love you Candice” it tears me apart!! Oh no that got me crying right now.
Life can get in the way of so much but its important to make time for family that’s the biggest lesson I’ve learnt this weekend. I am also so thankful that I have the support of an amazing boyfriend he has truly been my guardian angel no matter how down I feel he always makes me feel better.